Still feeling a little sick

Today I wasn't peeing nearly as much as yesterday and I wasn't sick last night, and I didn't feel as exhausted as I have been. With pretty much no pregnancy symptoms, I was starting to get a little nervous that maybe I had "jumped the gun" and got my hopes for nothing, and I still think that.

Am I pregnant? I don't know. All the pregnancy tests say no, but I would only be 4 weeks preggers today so it's a good chance that if I am, it wouldn't show up on any tests right now.

Today I felt a little tired about 12 hours into my day and right now, my stomach isn't feeling so good. But that could easily be from the 3 slices of pie I had tonight in about an hour of each other. I made this AWESOME bananna cream pie with homemade whip topping..it was delish!! But I over-indulged and I think I'm paying for it now.

But if I go back the past 7 days and look at the times where I've been sick, it's always been late at night. So I don't know if I've just been eating the wrong things or what. I guess time will tell.

I'm actually starting to get depressed. Yes, depressed. Why? Well, because I got my hopes up (REAL high) and I'm afriad that I'm not pregnant and that I will become depressed. I'm depressed about possibly getting depressed. lol Does that even make sense??

I've been doing a ton of research online and I can't stop looking for more info on pregnancy. I ran across a website that said in Week 4 I would be experiencing:

*Fatigue
*tingling or aching breasts
*nausea
*headaches/neck aches

For the past week, I've had 3 out of those 4 symptoms. If I got my period regularly, then I'd be able to tell if I'm preggo or not. But I only get my periods a couple times a year. When we got married on June 20th, that was the last day of my period. So on our honeymoon, I was fertile (I think). And we did try (alot! ;-) lol) on our honeymoon to get pregnant.

I'm going to take another test next week and by then if there's no "positive", and my symptoms have mysteriously vanished, then I'll assume (and probably correctly) that I am not pregnant. *sigh*

I'll keep blogging every day or every other day just as a way to track what I'm going through mentally and physically.

XOXO,
J.